Ruler of Shadows

A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen



Ruler of the night

Of Dusk

I rule over the shadows

Of twilight

No light shines through

Everything is black and white

No color

There use to be

But I'm not who I was before

I am alone

Alone with my thoughts 

That scream louder than my mouth

I think about you all the time

You never seem to leave

Pushed back maybe 

But never gone

Never gone

Gone

I want to go back
Back to a blissful time
Back to color

But everything remains grey

I remain the queen of isolation
For I thrive alone

Alone with the voices in my head
Telling me I'm not enough
Whispers of doubt 
Then screaming, yelling, louder louder louder

Shut up!

 Then silence

Finally 

But I'm still alone; alone in the shadows

My kingdom

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